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SUICIDE OF IDENTITY (02/06/2022) back Loyalty to my truths, And the consequences of those truths. When did I let this machine declaw me? When did I let this machine domesticate me? I might risk fragmenting my identity if I choose to resist, If I choose to take back what's mine, To deny the path built for me, that I built, I'm tired of seeing the past every time I see your face. Loyalty to my word, the significance of loyalty... Loyalty to the union, And the consequences of that union... I could tear this all up and burn it, I could spit on everything that was built (and the memories made), I could run away and start life anew, Alone, But who will save me when I'm drowning? Dog on a leash. I'm tired of these memories, I'm tired of these dreams, I'm tired of the rope around my neck, And I'm tired of the rope burns. I'm tired of waiting to be freed, I'm tired of waiting for justice, I'm tired of kneeling for my subjugators, In hopes that they may spare me. I want to burn this beyond recognition, I want to be consumed by nonexistence, I want to forget everything I ever felt or saw, I want to kill my entire being. |