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YOU'RE NOTHING
(05/12/2022)


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You wanna be black-eyed so bad
You wanna live in the belly of the beast
You wanna make yourself known to the world
You wanna make sure you're never exposed

But you're nothing
You're nothing
You're so nothing that you're not even anything
Nothing that inspires me, nothing that hurts me
You're so nothing that this is addressed
To nobody in particular
Can't even remember your name

You wanna prove to the ones that hurt you
That they succeeded in creating a monster
Some snake-tongued freak with acid spit
But your pain's not profound
And your words don't mean shit
You wanna be so bad
But you don't know the half of it

Have your freaky sex and do your stupid drugs
Like I haven't seen this before
Can't tell the difference between you all anymore
You wanna wear leather and stay out all night
You're sick because you're sad, you're sad because you're sick
Better think of an excuse quick- clock's starting to tick

So get sick even quicker,
Cry that you're sick, that you didn't make yourself sicker
You need to be sicker to get off quicker
'Cuz it worked so well the first time
Your lies are made to be believed, and then you swallow
Like shotglasses of body fluids
That you ooze out while you wallow

You say you've heard it before
Do you know who you are anymore?
You act so tough but you cave in when you cry
You can't even look me in the eye
Because you know I used to be just like you
Just like you, before I realized
I'd rather be anything but you

You think you're so bad
You think you're so bad
You wanna love yourself so bad
You wanna hug yourself so bad
You just keep hurting yourself so bad
You say the pain hurts so bad
But you're so painfully nothing
That I'm not even goddamn sad